Thursday, January 16, 2003 :::
 

going to go to bed now... talking w/ jennah in pm ...she's really stressed about a new relationship. offering helpful shite, not sure if it's doing any good. stomach rumbling, as i had 1/2 a turkey sammich for dinner at 8 pm. don't want ot eat again, too late and teeth brushed. more later. tomorrow is jepordy at Coop's house as her sister's on.
if anyone reading this watches, she's Sarah from Austin.
later, chickens!

::: posted by Grendy at 1/16/2003 01:03:00 AM

 

back from work, all showered, and trying to be less chilly. i smell good tho, so that's a plus. karen at work had someone she knows at her day job die monday. he was beaten to death by someone else from her job. they are both inmates with mental problems at this prison. how horrid. she was almost on the verge of tears when talking about how it went down. needless to say, she's a huge OZ fan. wierd. huh?
work was slow, but the people were all pleasant at least. clay was there, quiet as usual. somehow got to talking about the Basque mountain area and my 'father's ' family. mentioned shitty divorce, beaten mother, etc. wierd how one little comment can get a girl going for 10 minutes of skeleton in the closet things. except. i've never really acted like i can't talk about that stuff. i am rather matter of fact about it. which, if you think of someone talking of their mother getting three ribs broken with a home-made billy club by her husband of 9 years is casual..then that's about how i sound. i guess it might make me sound i dunno, heartless, but i think it's probably because i've told the story so many many times in my life. also i remember my mother telling it ot me in a similar fashion, when i was very young. strange how something so terrible can be related by you in a matter-of-fact way. like when people ask aboutwhat happened with BEAU... same thing, i go into almost a rote-routine, i've said it so many times. posting now.. back in a few.

::: posted by Grendy at 1/16/2003 12:17:00 AM

Wednesday, January 15, 2003 :::
 

wednesday evening. soon to go to Der Platz and work for 4 hours since someone called out sick. sigh. too nice syndrome kicking in again. sure, i'll do it, no problem. when, in reality, it's just about period time and all i want to do is sleep. boobies are tender and it's cold outside. brrr in the bedroom too, as still my amazingly slack-assed landlord hasn't fixed my heat. thank goodness for the heaters loaned to me by my neighboors. wierd thing, other day their water not working, now it does, and so do the long-suffering lights in the basement. yay. so i can go down there at night w/ more then a candle to see by. which, was, honestly, how i'd had to do it before.
i want to get someone to help me throw out almost all of danny's stuff. he's the guy who used to live next door, and he left a buncha crap there. i want to put just my crap there.
not talked to steve in a few days, think he's avoiding me, or i'm avoiding him, not sure. wierd leaving-roomate limbo i suppose. bob from work is interested in moving in. i think he'd be fine. there's a bus he can take to work, and soem bars/ restaurants nearby.
marisa wants to have a 'boys are evil' valentines w/ single girls this year. sort of a lame idea, but maybe not. i don't think boys are evil. and i think, considering she just schtupped a friend of her ex's two days ago, she's being a little hypicrotical, but what the heck. i finally figured it out with her. she laughs at stuff i say all the time. she's not funny. not on her own. no joke-telling ability. no, ha-ha...wacky life 'o mine stories. wierd. she likes things that are funny, but it's like there's a comedy-vacumm around her. odd.
more observations later i guess, as it's 6:21 and I am supposed to be there by 6:30. Off to Der Platz.
~H~

::: posted by Grendy at 1/15/2003 06:22:00 PM

Monday, January 13, 2003 :::
 

here's the new article for co-options. just so's ya know what the hell this is.

::: posted by Grendy at 1/13/2003 12:04:00 AM