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Monday, January 06, 2003 :::
 

sleeeeeep becons me.. it's 1:46 am fer cryin' out loud... no more decafe green tea w/ two sugars in it for me, i guess. (sigh) off to bed with New Model Army playing for the 4th time. it's so damn good. THE LOVE OF HOPELESS CAUSES is the album. buy it. live it. be it.
i'm audi like 9000.
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::: posted by Grendy at 1/06/2003 01:48:00 AM


 

ok.. so i'd left off at work sunday. work's goign good. waiting for raise to start. trying not to get my fuckign paycheck GARNISHED. ahhh more berny trauma. wish to fuck i could just stop delaing with the fallout finically from him. short version= bought crappy car, had 3 years, paid prinicapl. gave back car, thought all was cool jan 2000 papers delivered to a 'mr blain' at old apt saying will get sued. i dont' know about this, no 'mr blain' that's not beau or brooks. papers sent to sevananda stating 25% garnishment about to happen for about $2200. YIKES! laywer for car co. says berny signed for papers in jan 2000 a month before he moved out. i knew knew. so now i am getting ganked, lawyer says if i can get $1100 by friday he can take that and i can pay off the rest. fuck!!!!
seriously. I make $9 an hour at Sev. how. the. fuck. am I supposed to get that much money?
so..anxiety for that, for the $ i owe danielle. for the fact that.. oh yeah.. so i get home form work last sunday, exhausted, and steve's home from FLA. turns out he wants to move out. in feb. hey. it's 2 days 'til JANUARY when he tells me this. sheesh! so let's recap, shall we: need $1100 dollars soonish, need $200 for danielle, now, rent's due monday, having to borrow $$ from Tom to cover it, so check dosen't clear before my paycheck on the 9th, which will still probably be garnished 25% !... need more hours at the plaza, at dad's ...am on the schedule for the 10th of Jan..but that's only time in Jan so far.
talk show Alive in Little 5 went great last night. 120 people showed up. whoo hoo. am owed $25 for that, but don't know when i'll get it. have to write restaurant review in next 4 days.. no $$ to go out and eat.. dang it. gas bill's due on the 9th also.. sheesh.. now i am depressign myself. post now brb


::: posted by Grendy at 1/06/2003 12:59:00 AM


 

5th of january now. busy week. listening to New Model Army..who are just too cool for school.
going to DL some from Kazaa soonish.. but w/ my connect speed it takes like 35 min for one song
getting some stevie wonder and cyote shivers now.
let's see... left off on the 2nd. New year's eve I came home from work a bit tired, slept a few hours, got up abotu 9:30 or so.. made dinner and took a shower, got dressed in my new $4 thrift store dress ( a lovely meduim purple mid-calf length w/ a wee bit of cleavage showing) and some heels, and off to dad's garage i went. i got there after the show had ended. 'doh! ..but jennah and george were there , and told me about the party at melisch's house. so i followed them there. i went in for about an hour or so, it was good, but i just have been to parties with these people for like 7 years now. was glad i had the party at grace's to go to. made a nice reason to bow out early, so i'd not be on the road driving by myself at midngiht. which is almsot what happened. darrel had given me terrible directions. I was at him and Xenos' party the saturday before because Patrick and Cameron were in town from chicago. YAY! i love those guys and miss them. so much fun to hang out with. so i got the vmail about 10 pm sat night about the party, so off i runs, right from maria's house of stinky cats w/ no litter scoop device . one quick drive to buckhead later, i am in the party w/ about 25 people, 10 of whom i know, patrick's little brother joe is there. he's 17 from pittsburg. drunk as hell, and too too impressed that i had on my bnat shirt. he asked if i'd met harry etc. it was my bnat 3 shirt, and it's got the wrong population info on it, but he was impressed nontheless. we kept talking films stuff ,which made him happy. i also spent a fair amount of time talkign to 'adam' a nice guy who was a waiter and not good with the ladies. he was like 26 or so, good looking... it was 'holly's advice column' for the evening, between telling joe to puruse film school and adam's dating woes. felt like old times with all my friends in FLA. not that anyone took advice, they just seemed to ask a lot. Anyway.had a great time at the party, emily smushed choloate cake all over her face i left about 2 hours after i'd intended, because of talking to adam and darrell and brannon. i'd thought darrell was gay, until he turned out to have brougth a date to the party. ooops. i wondered how a gay guy could be so into hardcore ska etc. just wierd, i'd thought. i finally left at like 2:45 am, got home about 30 min later, and needed to take a shower as the place was so fulla smoke it was super disgusting to think about sleeping like that. so i hit the sak about 3:30 or so, up at 8:30 to work at Sev that morning (secretly cursing jacob's visit home that made me have to cover for him) .. work that day was tiring. more in a sec. wanna post this.



::: posted by Grendy at 1/06/2003 12:08:00 AM




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