Wednesday, September 25, 2002 :::
 

so it's tuesday evening, and i've been slackin a bit. halfeassed-ly cleaned my room, which tonight consisted of shuffling papers around, searching for the cd-rom disck to reinstall the damn thing, and moving 5 hangers to my bed, from where i'll move them when i go to bed, with, hopefully will be soon. not too tired, but its another fab 14 hour workday for me tomorrow.went to see that greek wedding film. very enjoyable. not great or orignial, but fun. now the wierd spooky tarp on my roof is blowing in the wind like a dylan song. seems there was some sort of leak over my neighbors stove, and alla rain this past week came rushing in. on his stove. which is gas. the brilliant idea of the landlords was to put a gi-normous blue trap up in the meantime. the roofer guys came today, but the tarp's still there, fluttering in the wind. not spooky, really. it reminds me of living in my tent at ren faires all over the country. soft breeze, and the tarp flutters in the wind, rustling you to sleep.
am gonna close out the bank account in beau's name tomorrow. no need now, i need the $50 closing it will bring. tho part of me wants to just put in into my saving's so i can save up for my car stereo. then i want one of those back-massager pads i plug into the lighter to drive to FLA. whoo hoo that would be swell. good cd player and a back massage-y thing. yay me.
speaking of massage. sorta. not seen Cameron all week...okay.. since friday or so..but still. he was gonna have a pre-opening special on accpuncture at his new place the week. we'll see.
work's going well at sev. busy as always. new people in Ed. Coord. job. we'll see what happens, and how they can work w/ my dept. my dept. jacob wants to not work fri/sat/sun evenings, and i get that...but aiuwitu don't want to work nights because he lives in a bad neighboorhood etc. tom can't work sunday evenings as he teaches class from 4-7 currently. sigh. i can't work nights..period. and esp not weekends as i've got Der Platz to deal with.

::: posted by Grendy at 9/25/2002 12:16:00 AM

Sunday, September 22, 2002 :::
 

man... no kidding... monday at work was just a real pisser. just people being all jerky at me. i was so ready to get the hell outta there. i have been very emotional this week. right now i am watcfhing the emmy's and it's the band of brothers guys there, who won the award. it is just making me tear up, looking at these old men who gave all they could and saved the world. the did. honestly. save. the. world. do we have such men now? a part of me very much doubts it. do those men, in the hotel in LA, do they feel they're paid back enough? will they ever? can we ever say thank you enough? --- talked to dan montana in NYC this evening. briefly. but it was good. i told him i'd wanted to call him on the 11th, but wondered if too many other people would call him. he said he turned his phone off, and just stayed home after work.
...new topic. would like to go to BNAT 4 in december. not sure if i'll get tix tho. tres bummer if i can't.
been mostly in good mood lately. marisa called me friday night/am at 3 am. she was all manic sounding. and confirmed for me that she's got a bi-polar manic disorder. she's been really stressed about a buncha stuff. i don't mind talking to her. at all. i told her to call me at 4 am if she needs to, just stop slicing her wrists.i just would like her to not actually call me at 4 am. just because i do try to sleep sometimes. speaking of which... it's 11:33, and i need to hit the sack soon. making effort to get sleep this week. i need to not be tired alla time. take my vitamins etc. i am not really tired alla time. they's eggagerating. but. i do know i need to not be up til 2 am too often. curse you Conan O' Brien... curse your irish soul! ...or something like that. talked to christie-head yesterday. she sounded good. seems that she'll be coming to FLA in December, not Nov. so that's cool. i figure i can leave friday evening, the 20, be home 'til 26, then drive back that morning. have sat/sun/mon/tue/wed home. that's problably long enough. -
well. it's now 11:51, and i am gonna post this and bush my teeth. gather my cats while ye may, and get to sleep.
goodnight moon.

::: posted by Grendy at 9/22/2002 11:52:00 PM